borrrrrredathome (23)

had a b/f now for 4 years and Im sure there is something more for me than the things we do. I dont want to just go out to a bar, meet his mates and drink too much then go back to mine and have sex a few times a week. He just gets on me and does it and doesnt wait for me. He just cums and goes and I dont want it again. He has just gone. 11 at night paahlease! and Im here having tea and thinking where is the romance and when will he wait for me and make me feel good too. Just write to me pls, I will read all your mails, Im sure there is more to it than this. Im not a silly girl who is in love or anything stupid, it is just that this is the way it is. Maybe I was too lazy to find someone else or too nice to him. My first b/f had a big cock but I wasnt ready for it. My b/f now has a normal one and sometimes I just think of getting a big one again sometime. Well sorry to waste your time, I wanted to scream!If think you can help send me a message pics a plus !